Yellow hands hold up a cabinet of curiosities in the shape of a taichi, which holds my desires, fears and loves.
I kissed my alter ego, and in a world full of chaos and hatred, I imagined someone who loved me with my whole body and heart, to talk about myself.
Cabinet of Me
Fragile
'My desire is fragile like pearl and jewel'
Armor
'I use the cascading bead strings as my armor'
karma
'But the flame of desire has been waiting to devour me'
Under the Skin
'She transforms herself as a thick outer skin that stands in front of my true self , helping me to face all the roughness.'
Perfect Clone
'Sometimes I yearn for a person to take my place to continue the rest of my life, one who is a perfect clone of me, and I am picking the perfect sample.'
Balance of symmetry
'We stared at each other for a long time in front of a giant time clock, you were a clearer and higher version of me, and I was a more chaotic and vulnerable version of you.'
Unborn Sister
'As an only child, I occasionally fantasize that I have a sister in another paralleled time, where we can hug each other tightly at every moment of crying out.'
My God Above Me
'There is a divine spirit at three feet, this is what my mother told me when I was a child, so that I would not do anything wrong even when I was alone, but I believed in it, until now.'
Slut-Virgin
'Both us are anchored to the crucifixion of Confucian culture, the backs of my feet marked by nails, and your wrists bound by invisible ropes.'